When my friend Mark called and asked me if I was interested in attending Game 6 last night, I couldn’t say no. I’d never attended a game in which the Phillies could be eliminated and it seemed like the most exciting experience I could ever has as a baseball fan, short of Game 7 of the World Series.
It lived up to billing, even though the Phillies came up short in a heartbreaking one-run loss. There were ample opportunities to put the Giants away, but our hometown nine failed to capitalize. The Giants won with timely hitting and a bend-but-don’t-break bullpen. The Phillies could do nothing to overcome what Giants fans like to refer to as “torture.”
I’m left with a hollow feeling. Sure, we Phillies fans have been fortunate these past three years. Going to the NLCS is no mean feat and we’ve done it three consecutive years, winning twice. But this was OUR year. The front office made the moves to put us over the top and we fell short. In the end, the Phillies beat themselves and that’s an awful way to lose.
Next year will be different. Jayson Werth will be in a Red Sox or Angels or, heck, Giants uniform and a lot of the players who were role players in our last two pennant runs will be gone. Call me sentimental, but it’ll be odd seeing some of these guys return with different teams. I know it’s the business of baseball, but I feel like we end up facing more of our lovable castoffs every year. It’s a bittersweet feeling cheering for a player who meant so much to us Phillies fans when he’s wearing another uniform.
I don’t think all hope is lost for the 2011 season, but I think it will be even more difficult to accomplish what we once again. Everyone will be older. Dominic Brown still needs polish. The bench will need to be retooled. The bullpen will turnover a bit. Some of the coaches will be gone, too. And the Braves, Giants, Padres and Reds will be doing the same thing.
That’s baseball.
Do I look forward to another season with the Roys and Cole atop our rotation? Absolutely. I think the Phillies are still the best team in the NL East. But being the best doesn’t always matter. The best team doesn’t always win. Who knows what 2011 will hold.
Now I’ll take time to reflect on some of the great memories we made in the 2010 season and be grateful the Phillies turned it around to be the best team in baseball for the regular season. We’ll worry about next season when we get there. See you in April, guys. I’ll be in left field, cheering you on.